Ctrl, Alt, Del, Ctrl, Alt, Del, Ctrl, Alt, Del, if I just try harder, if I just work harder, if I just love you more … but despite rebooting your system over and over nothing changed. It got worse. Despite your best efforts, you were left empty, traumatized, disillusioned and abandoned not knowing what YOU did wrong? You did nothing wrong. You didn’t stand a chance. A life-altering “virus” attached to your system. A “virus’” so insidious, so malicious, so caustic that it infected and damaged your system on a deep, personal, mental, emotional and spiritual level. You have come face to face with the biggest nightmare of all – a toxic relationship with a narcissist. #DELETE Navigating the Narcissist WEB - Recovering Your Hard Drive After Narcissist Abuse approaches narcissism as a malignant “virus” that attacks our system, attaches to our hard drive, contaminates our programs, spreading through our contacts, and drain our power supply until we simply “crash.” Over three years ago, as a result of not being able to break away from an 18-year relationship with a malignant narcissist, my world spun out of control and ended in just one day. I found myself face to face with my abuser being told my life was over. Cut off with nowhere to turn, I attempted suicide as he “watched and waited.” When my family learned several days after I was hospitalized, they called the sheriff’s department, took me from the hospital, and removed me from the state. This was my story and chances are if you are reading this, it may be your story too. On that day I died to reawaken to a new life without narcissistic abuse. I began my journey to heal. It has not been an easy road. Today my goal is to educate, empower and show individuals, just like you, that you can reboot, recover your hard drive, your files, and your power, restore your system, reprogram and format a new life. - LJ Saylors